Random Thoughts of the Day

[tsukino_akume]

1. Frozen could have easily been a slash movie. Depending on your mindset, it could still be.

2. The above thought occurred to while contemplating potential prompts for queer_fest. I really loved doing it last year, and I'm particularly proud of what I wrote. I've contemplated a few prompts to suggest, but I'm kind of hesitant. Is anyone else planning to do it this year? Who might be willing to claim a few PR prompts for me? -Bats eyelashes hopefully-

3.
I found it at Wal-Mart with Shi-chan late one night and decided It Must Be Mine. Yes, that is a stuffed Red Ranger in there. I have named him Captain Marvelous*, and he currently sits on my desk at work.

4.

My team is amazing. There are three PR geeks, one of which dubbed my computer Zordon after I commented about it sounding angry. (Tech issues.) I was dubbed someone's hero for getting her a soda. One of my teammates routinely makes a run to the local taco place for everyone. There is said to be donuts and trivia games for our staff meeting tomorrow.

And this is all in the span of *two days*.

At the same time it's exhausting, for several reasons. First just because customer service is job that requires putting out a lot of energy and enthusiasm for the people you talk to, which can be draining after awhile. Second because Shi-chan and I have conflicting schedules and one car right now, which means her going in early with me, and me having to go back to get her before I can sleep. Neither of us are happy with it, but it is what it is. The third reason is just that I'm always worried about how I'm doing. According to my scores, I'm doing good, but not great. Also slow. Neither of these are good things. >.<

Mainly my worry is that I'm getting really attached to this place. To the people I work with, to the job itself, to having a paycheck. I *want* to be there every day. I want to stay with this company. Enough so that I have to keep reminding myself that it's a temp job, and there's no guarantees that I'll stay on. Shi-chan keeps telling me to stop worrying so much about it, but it's hard. If it doesn't work out, I'm going to be heartbroken. I'm trying to stay positive, but at the same time ...

5. My work schedule now leaves me with a few hours off in the evenings, and Tuesdays and Wednesdays off. (As far as I'm concerned, this is the best schedule possible. Excluding transportation issues, obviously.) I've been trying to do work-related homework a bit and keep up with chores on my weeknights, which is ... kind of working out. This weekend I decided to be anti-social for a day just to 'recharge', so to speak, and then spent today working on fics and chatting. I may try keep this up: I feel *way* better about going to work tomorrow than I did last week.

I had other random thoughts, but for now I'm off to bed, because SLEEP.


* Captain Marvelous because as much as he's supposed to be Troy, Captain Marvelous is a much better name for a mascot/cheerleader.

Comments

[punkpinkpower]

Shit, is queer fest here already? I'll participate, probably. Don't know if I'll be able to throw up any prompts or not, though. My brain, it is a muddled. But do put up some PR ones please.

[punkpinkpower]

WHOOPS I just changed my mind a prompted a whole slew of stuff. Yup, heh.

[tsukino_akume]

YAY!!!!! ♥♥♥♥

[rivulet027]

Please prompt! I was the only one who gave PR prompts last year and so didn't feel comfortable taking one and I haven't gotten PR in any of my non PR specific exchanges this year so...please. *puppy eyes*

The box is made of win and awesome and I may have flailed a bit on twitter when I found it. I've named my plush Captain Marvelous too, I couldn't help myself.

*hugs* <3

[tsukino_akume]

I am trying very hard to think of things to prompt for PR that no one has already written. It's ... surprisingly harder than I thought it would be. c.c;;

Of course you couldn't help yourself. Captain Marvelous is the best name ever! ♥

-Snuggles- Love! ♥