Monday, May 11th, 2026 11:38 pm
Saw an indigo bunting for the first time ever! Planted the little blueberries, speedwell, and bunched leaf penstemon in the lower rock garden. (Everything is blue now.) I definitely don't need any more mini roses* but I found another packet of nasturtium seeds at the hardware store, and those won't come amiss. Completed week 1 of my "watch 2 hours of Chinese video a day" challenge.

*My next post will probably be, "So I got some more mini roses."

Called the vet about non-emergency dental work for Daphne; she will call back tomorrow. Is it even possible to safely sedate this dog enough that she can be anesthetized? Someone managed it, because she was spayed after being picked up by animal control. But I am not convinced and would like the professional opinion of someone who has seen how difficult she is to handle, preferably while looking at the medical records from her second shelter intake, which indicate she received four different sedatives and still had to be muzzled.
Sunday, May 10th, 2026 06:02 pm
1) Today has been one of those "what is the point of anything" kind of days, but my current language challenge involves watching a lot of videos, which is sometimes doable even with a very low level of motivation, so I was watching one on emptiness and it inspired me to get up and steam some vegetables for dinner. (The guy is clearly selling something, but that doesn't make him wrong.) And when I was moving around I was like, "Wait, isn't this how I always feel three days before my period?" So I checked Garmin which hasn't synced in weeks and it was like, "Your period will start in three days."

being self-aware )

2) I've been enjoying everyone's posts about their life and times so much; it makes me want to share my own as a way of returning the favor. When I don't feel like posting I'll be like, "well, [this person] posted and that made me happy, so I guess I'll post too." It's nice.

3) The other day I meant to say, "if it's worth doing it's worth doing badly," but now I can't remember why. Oh, wait, typing that made me remember! When you care enough to cheat.

There's lots of helpful applications of the "it's worth doing badly" idea, from learning new skills to practicing something you've forgotten to awkwardly trying to do more than nothing in any situation that seems to call for it, even when you don't know what the best thing is. I have a magnet that says "just because you can't do everything doesn't mean you can't do anything." It's worth it to try even when you already know it won't be perfect, because A) plenty of imperfect things are wonderful ("two cakes!") B) almost all imperfect things are better than nothing, and C) making imperfect things can help you make better things (and/or make things better).

what even is cheating )

Anyway, that's Sunday for me.
Saturday, May 9th, 2026 12:48 pm
We had a frost warning the last two nights, but "frost free" or our last average frost date is coming up next week. Spring is here!

Since I have plenty of plants already, there is no need for me to acquire more. Fortunately my sister told me about the following tumblr meme: "Don't let anyone tell you not to spend $25 on plants. That $75 will be the best $300 you've ever spent."

Then she came with me to our first plant sale of the season, guarded plants while I paid and got the car, and carried not one but four bags of compost ♥

bunch of flowers )

PS, This was my first time attending a fundraising plant sale sponsored by a nursery. Highly recommend.

PPS, Do you see the innocent looking green sprig behind the pink flowers on the left? That's a palm tree. Someday I will not have room to overwinter plants indoors because the entire lower level of our house will be filled with trees. "The forest floor," I'll call it.
Friday, May 8th, 2026 10:21 pm
Via [personal profile] shipperslist and [community profile] thefridayfive~

1. What do you consider your current main fandom?
Mo Dao Zu Shi and The Untamed

I thought about saying "learning Chinese," and when I saw that the question explicitly included hobbies and collecting I thought about gardening. But media is still my first thought when it comes to fannish activity, and to be fair I probably love Mo Dao Zu Shi more than either learning Chinese or gardening.

2. What was your first fandom?
Star Trek

My dad is a Star Trek fan and he shared it with us, so Star Trek is easily the first fannish love I remember. I still have Star Trek fanfic I wrote when I was eight. Marci and I got tiny tribbles at a convention and made them the main characters in a dollhouse our grandfather built for us. Smokey was black and Butterball was cat-yellow.

3. Do you have any favorite headcanons or fan theories?
Fox spirit Wei Ying with dragon Lan Zhan is Chinese fanon, supported by donghua producer Ten Cent and official art. This is my favorite beyond-canon characterization I can think of.

4. Have you ever created fanworks?
A few. Arguably everything I do is a fanwork; I certainly think of it that way.

5. Are you still active in any old fandoms?
I must be coming up on my fortieth anniversary as a Star Trek fan, and I still write Star Trek fanfic. Even Star Trek/Mo Dao Zu Shi fusions.
Friday, May 8th, 2026 12:21 am
Dahlia timeline, according to my journal which I guess would know~
March 5: potted tubers
March 13: first tuber sprouted
May 1: moved pots outside
May 7: FIRST FLOWER BUD

(Dahlias are supposed to take 3-4 months to flower. Allegedly some "special varieties" can flower in as little as 75 days. It has been 62 days since my tubers went into pots.)

Today I started transplanting the dahlias from patio pots to fence garden. Started, because somehow I thought this would only take a couple of hours?? There are SIXTEEN of them. (Which actually doesn't sound right, since I started with 22 and only 5 didn't sprout, so there should be 17? Did I miscount? Probably. Anyway, there's so many, is my point. I had to make two trips with the cart to transport them all.)

I got them all in the ground, but it was dark by the time I finished, so I watered them (8 gallons of water) and built cages around the four tallest. I will return to make cages for the rest tomorrow. And also take more pictures, probably.

dahlias )
Thursday, May 7th, 2026 05:31 pm
Title: Exemplar
Fandom: Star Wars
Pairing: Jyn/Luke, background Baze/Chirruit, mentioned Hera/Kanan
Disclaimer: I own nothing to do with Star Wars. It's not my toy box and I'm merely playing.
Rating: PG-13
Summary: If there is one thing Jyn knows about Luke it's that she finds him irritating, but she's not going to let that stop her from training him.
A/N: Written for evilmouse for [community profile] swrarepairs. The Padawan that Sabine compares herself to is Scout from the book Star Wars: Yoda: Dark Rendezvous by Sean Stewart.

Examplar )
Wednesday, May 6th, 2026 08:49 pm
I once worked in a building with a wonderful person named Elaine. She had lots of frog figurines on her desk. I asked her if she liked frogs, and she said no. She explained that her daughter had given her a little frog figurine as a joke, so she took it to work and left it on her desk. Since then, enough people had both 1) assumed she liked frogs, and 2) wanted to give her a gift, that she had amassed a collection.

That's how it is with me and plants, except for the part where I actually like plants, and people aren't always trying to give me a gift. Sometimes they're just like: hey Star, I have this plant I don't want any more, do you want it or should I throw it in the trash? (In that same office building I literally lifted two plants out of the trash and kept them on my desk, so it's a totally fair question.)

And then, a tree. )

Tree-moving pictures. )
Wednesday, May 6th, 2026 12:29 am
Moved all outdoor houseplants from greenhouse to porch, moved remaining indoor trees out to greenhouse. Moved a bunch of unsprouted canna pots indoors to warm. Spread compost on front and bridge gardens.

Started a new language challenge, imitating evildea again but without lingopie for reasons that are largely, I enjoy other content more.
Sunday, May 3rd, 2026 10:03 pm
So I was going to make a manifesto for [community profile] polyamships' write a ship manifesto challenge, but then I read fanfic instead. All dogs are good dogs, and all ships are good ships. I took my dog to the playground this evening, picked up some more farm-fresh compost on the way home (they leave it by the side of the road and you put your money in a tin), and also got groceries.

Not at the farm, which was lucky for me, because the grocery store had tea roses! Mini roses! Whatever. I love roses for no particular reason I can identify. I bought some mini roses at another grocery store four years ago, and I don't remember what possessed me to plant them in the garden, but they've come back every year and they always look adorable. I have added new colors each year, and I thought I had them all - but no! What luck! I found a variegated mini rose.

I did not know such a thing existed, and I am delighted.
Saturday, May 2nd, 2026 10:41 pm
Daphne had a quiet day after her big adventure yesterday.

picture )

I thought she might spend the whole day in her cat tree (or beanbag, but the cat tree has a better view), but she agreed to go outside once it stopped raining.

She was a big help spreading compost on the fence gardens out front.

picture )
Saturday, May 2nd, 2026 01:33 pm
Yesterday we took the day off and drove up the coast to see a forest beside the ocean. Unexpectedly, we also found a pond with a cool swing where we had lunch.

It's still early for beach businesses to be open, so we went into to town to get an ice cream flight and a pup cup with biscuit sprinkles. We found a nice walk across the river and back, then drove home.

field trip pictures )
Friday, May 1st, 2026 11:46 am
Title: The Start of An Amazing Weekend
Fandom: The Pitt/Heated Rivalry
Pairing: John Shen/Cliff Marleau
Disclaimer: I own nothing to do with The Pitt or Heated Rivarly. Neither is my toy box and I'm merely playing.
Rating: PG-13
Summary: John Shen comes home to Cliff Marleau.

The Start of An Amazing Weekend )
Friday, May 1st, 2026 12:35 am
The dahlias are outside. I hope I don't regret that in the morning,* but they looked so happy and there are just so many of them. Originally I thought putting them on a tray near the back door meant we could carry them outside (on the tray) during the day and bring them back in the same way at night. Ha ha. They are much too big for that.

picture )

*"Star, didn't you set up not one but two popup greenhouses outside the back door?" I did, yes, and one of them is full of unsprouted cannas and the other one is full of patio furniture and houseplants, so clearly the space is well-planned and efficiently utilized.

picture )

I should clarify, all the dahlias are too big to easily move, but some are tall and spindly despite my efforts to feed them artificial sun. I see now that putting the smaller tubers in smaller pots disadvantaged them in the race for light: the smaller pots were shorter, and that inch or two made a difference. Anyway, I put the bushy ones outside and left the skinny ones inside under the plant lights for now.

picture )

I moved the blueberry twigs out too and put the indoor cannas where the blueberries used to be. I set up a dedicated seedling light next to them for the nasturtiums (and Cheri's cosmos and Marci's sagelings). I hope the seedling light turned itself off. I just realized I didn't check, but hopefully I plugged it into the timer side of the outlet strip.

picture )

I also have some montauk daisy cuttings inside: my neighbor told me to just put them in the ground, but it's been so dry, and they'd be great out by the street if I can get them growing, so I started them in water. They are not happy. But another neighbor dug up some geraniums for the shade garden, and they bounced back after just a day, so the spring plant migration has begun. (All that discarded pachysandra and vinca definitely didn't hurt.)

In conclusion, here is a relatable short video by jesuisbaggsy on youtube: The thing that threw me most about neurotypical living was their homes. (They have spare rooms! "that's different")

In further conclusion, here are some pretty pictures for reading all of that.

bridge garden - with bridge! )

unrelated vet notes )
Wednesday, April 29th, 2026 01:35 am
The day really got away from me there. Like, I walked past the dahlias tonight and thought, I'd better see if they need water, and when I looked down I noticed the nasturtiums I thought hadn't sprouted yet were growing through the holes in the top of their container. (Also the dahlias needed water.)

If we're lucky we'll get to try again tomorrow. In the meantime, here's a picture of my dog.